Sometimes you gotta give yourself a push

Hi All.

Today at my 9-6 (yea you read right) I basically once again got my ass handed to me about me not following up properly. I swore i had that skill down pat and trying to get better especially since I schedule photo shoots and have to work with different people.  It seems that I am not good at my 9-6 which causes me to believe I will need to find new employment. No job is ever perfect but I don’t need to feel like everyday my job is on the line cause I am not good enough. I have never worked at a place where I didn’t feel i wasn’t competent.  But as they say there is a first time for everything and this will be my first and last. I have no intention of dealing with this or sybil for the rest of my natural life.

God help me as I try to help myself

Peace