November 15, 2009
Today’s kudos goes out to Sabrina S, Visual Specialist for home. Sabrina is an extremely talented young lady that not only creates beautiful home windows but she paints, styles, sews, funny, comedic and a writer. Im sure she does alot more but that’s all I got for right now.
Here is her
lovely holiday window for JCP NYC
KUDOS LA SABRINA!!!!!!!!
November 14, 2009
I told my co workers that I would start blogging about our visual exploits at JCP NYC to showcase the talent everyone has.
My first Kudos is going out to Jen J. who styled and created the holiday window. Of course, final approval had to come from the big boss but her window looks great. Jen was assisted by Jess, Lisa and Myself. I helped with lighting hehehe
KUDOS JEN
November 11, 2009
Well Top model did the unexpected and got rid of two models tonight. Unfortunately, they did let go of one of my favs, Jennifer.. Jen where ever you are I LOVE YOU!!! you are extremely phenomenal and when I get to be a kickass photographer would love to shoot you. Your whole body of work plus your personality, truly amazing. I wish you much success. They did finally get rid of Erin. Though Erin has a great model look, her attitude is basically what turned me off of her. I know secretly everyone wants the other person to fail, but for Pete’s sake put your best face and attitude forward. I am looking forward to the finale to see who goes all the way.
Images copyright of CW
GOOD LUCK NICOLE AND LAURA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The fact that you all made it to the top 4 means you are all probably working now.
WOOO HOOO Wanna be on Top??? http://www.cwtv.com/shows/americas-next-top-model13
November 11, 2009

Since working at my new job, it seems to be just one really long day. Everyday there is always the expectation that something will be wrong, someone or groups of people will get yelled at, someone else will take credit or someone will be threaten about keeping their job. Now, I understand in this job market when most companies are keeping themselves in the black by not hiring people for positions they have open, but people should not have to feel like they must kiss someone’s butt just to keep their job. I have learned the attitudes of mostly everyone I work with but I am frankly getting annoyed of not being able to state my case and deal with someone’s verbal diarrhea. I am looking for a new job in fashion merchandising but corporate wise. I am going back to school for fashion merchandising so being a merchandising assistant or coordinator so i can grow and learn. I am a consummate learner and I pick up things very quickly. My fellow co workers are all looking for a new place to work and I am hoping that we all find something new that will allow us to us our talents. While I am learning, I am realizing this might not actually be a good fit for me. I am hoping that the someone calls me back for a job interview so I can use the new skills I am learning both school and job wise.
November 4, 2009
Ok OK. This is the final straw.. Last week, they left Erin on the show and kicked Brittany off. The week before they kicked off Rae. What the hell? What kinda behavior are we teaching? be a brat and stay. She basically wished Nicole to suck and Messed up a photo shoot with Russell James.. Good Grief. I loved how all the other girls looked when Erin got called. The sad thing I am noticing is they seem to always put the edit in of the girl who wants Erin gone and then by some magical fairy dust, they end up being kicked off. I guess the other Girls really shouldnt say anything and just let Erin flounder.. Are they giving her extra chances cause she is the youngest? that’s BS cause they know full well that doesnt happen in the industry if they dont like ya.
WOW..disappointed
October 21, 2009
It never seems to fail on America’s Top Model during the commercial part, there is always someone to breakdown. I cannot understand how Erin did so well on the insider part but flubbed on her own script. Being overconfident is not cute at all and she has such an obnoxious personality. Once again, my girl Jennifer was amazing. Jennifer i feel is completely underrated. Even when she had her bad picture 2 weeks ago, she bounced back from it amazingly. Unfortunately, Sundai is not being very impressive but she is cute. Brittany has no personality. Everyone is so worried about Nicole not having a personality but Brittany was completely robotic in her commercial.
This is really shocking that Erin and Rae are at the bottom. Was not expecting this. I thought Sundai would be going home.
They actually sent Rae home…. THEY MADE BAD CHOICE ( think Anchorman)
September 23, 2009
Wow. So as I watch this top model, I again understand why this show caught on the way it has. Get girls together and watch the cattiness fly. Im sorry Courtney is gone.. Was seriously hoping she would have been around at least to the top four. It also is surprising that the Bitch role has changed from Bianca to Ashley and Lulu. Those two are now the interchangable bitch title. My girl Jennifer worked that dressed tonight. I do hope she makes it at least to top 4. It just really funny that these chicks are like critiquing everybody when at the end of the day, its the judges opinions that matter. I agree with Nicole that they should leave that shit in the house.
Hehehe Lulu went home…. She quote” I know we did good this week” Guess ya didnt. Karma is a bitch. Talking ish about The girl that actually got picked to stay.. Hmmm
September 21, 2009
Unfortunately, I missed the episode last week due tohaving to work late but I decided to at least post the images I like from my favs from this season. I will say however that from the images from the last shoot, only Jennifer’s grabs me since she seems to do the most in her image. Everyone else is a little to deer in headlights for me.
September 13, 2009

I have realized unfortunately painfully, that I need to take baby steps to accomplish my goals. For one of the first times in my life, I have actually stopped fighting myself and just try new things. I decided to first figure out what kind of budget I actually have. Due to what I am earning now, I dont have the discretionary income I did. Had I been brilliant and started saving then, I would probably be in a better situation. But I cannot dwell in the past for that does nothing but add fuel to fester later. So seeing my budget actually made me feel a little better. The next thing I did was to set a goal to get a place to live. I would like to live someplace decent so I am using 1100/month as my goal for rent. Meaning I need to save at least 3 times that to cover all the expenses of getting a place. This helps me feel better because there is a goal. Feels good to have a goal. My third step today was updating my resume and looking for a better pace to work and increase my income. As I updated my resume, I found jobs that I would not have normally found without actually surfing around and being the frame of mind to do so. I was supposed to do a walk today for one of my friends and although she may be angry at me for not being there, I have accomplished some steps to be there for her and the rest of them later. I am true believer that things happen fo a reason and I was meant to stay home and do my homework both college and personal.
Money is not my main motivation but it helps accomplish certain things and god willing I will be able to save in way that makes sense.
Wish me luck